Hummunah!

Only 13 more days until the big move!! WOOP WOOP!! We got Jason all graduated! It's been a busy few weeks and Im sure it will only get busier from here on out! YAY!

T Minus 4 Days Until Jason Graduates!!!!

HOORAY!!!!! I cannot wait! I know he can't wait either! This has been a long road for both of us. We have been married for almost 3 years and haven't really had a chance to be a married couple. I see good things in our future! A house, good jobs, and a family....I'm totaly excited! Jason's parents and sister are rolling in on Thursday. Pretty excited to see them too. Hopefully the weather cooperates and we get to do some fun stuff while they are here.

Quilt

IT'S FINISHED!!! Finally got the edges sewn up today! Hooray!! It would have been done a lot sooner if I wouldnt have left it at my mom's since I started it....whenever that was...Months ago! So Exciting I know....but this is my life these days...a quilt makes my day.

The House That Built Me

The House That Built Me Miranda Lambert I know they say you can’t go home again I just had to come back one last time Ma’am I know you don’t know me from Adam But these handprints on the front steps are mine Up those stairs in that little back bedroom Is where I did my homework and I learned to play guitar I bet you didn’t know under that live oak My favorite dog is buried in the yard I thought if I could touch this place or feel it This brokenness inside me might start healing Out here it’s like I’m someone else I thought that maybe I could find myself If I could just come in I swear I’ll leave Won’t take nothing but a memory From the house that built me Mama cut out pictures of houses for years From Better Homes and Gardens magazine Plans were drawn and concrete poured Nail by nail and board by board Daddy gave life to mama’s dream I thought if I could touch this place or feel it This brokenness inside me might start healing Out here it’s like I’m someone else I thought that maybe I could find myself If I could just come in I swear I’ll leave Won’t take nothing but a memory From the house that built me You leave home and you move on and you do the best you can I got lost in this old world and forgot who I am I thought if I could touch this place or feel it This brokenness inside me might start healing Out here it’s like I’m someone else I thought that maybe I could find myself If I walk around I swear I’ll leave Won’t take nothing but a memory From the house that built me

Holy Monkey!

I can't believe how fast this year has gone by! Jason will be graduating in a couple weeks! YAY!!! I am so very proud of him! He amazes me at how driven he is. He is so ready to be done though! The house is coming along. Got the living room, dining room and kitchen painted last weekend while I was there, hoping to get the porch and guest bathroom painted while I am there over the next week! Hoping for the guest bedroom too but I won't be too hopeful with that! Pretty dang excited that it's only a few more weeks until we move too! It's gonna be a busy couple of months!

Ugh...

Why is it that it is so much easier to concentrate on the negative things in life, rather than the good? Perhaps because the negative things, are the things that gnaw on our brains until we either go crazy, forget, or learn to let the fuck go of them. I think of this because I have been really thinking about something (someone) lately. Something that I thought I put way behind me, something that I thought I let go of, something that is such a waste of my time and energy that I was done with it.....Well, my sneaky friend...you are an asshole. Why do I allow myself to dwell on shit that I can't do anything about? "What should I have done different?" "Why did this happen?" "I wonder what is going on with that person now?" FUCK! Why do I care anymore? I washed my hands of this over 2 years ago...or so I thought...why can't I just forget about it and move on? Because that's not the kind of person I am. She and I were great friends for so long, I just can't forget, I can't just say "screw her" as much as I want to, and to mean it. While I don't particularly want to be friends with her anymore, I would like to be able to think back on our friendship with fondness, instead of hatred, anger, and confusion. It's getting to the point where she's in my dreams and every time she's there...I either beat her ass, yell at her, or just have an all over feeling of anger and hate. Maybe a confrontation is in order to give me som closure on this situation...but I will probably never get it. Oh well. I know that a week from now I will think of this and say "aw fuck it, fuck her, and the horse she rode in on (ha)" but right now I am pissed, because I am thinking about it, because I am allowing myself to miss our friendship, and I'm pissed at myself for it.

3 MONTHS!!!

Only 3 more months until we get to move back to my lovely home town! Im so excited I could pee! There is so much to do between now and then that I am hyperventalating a little...but it will be great! Hooray for school almost being done with and not having to pay rediculous amounts in rent every month! YAY!

Happy Spring!

The grass is turning green!! YAY!!!! Spring is just around the corner and it is trying to poke it's head out for good! I'm so excited!

My Wish

My Wish Rascal Flatts I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow And each road leads you where you want to go And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walkin' til you find the window If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile But more than anything, more than anything My wish for you Is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can haul And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to I hope you know somebody loves you And wants the same things too Yeah, this is my wish I hope you never look back but you never forget All the ones who love you and the place you left I hope you always forgive and you never regret And you help somebody every chance you get Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake And always give more than you take But more than anything, yeah more than anything My wish for you Is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can haul And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to I hope you know somebody loves you And wants the same things too Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah My wish for you Is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can haul And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to I hope you know somebody loves you And wants the same things too Yeah, this is my wish

March Madness

I cannot believe that it is March already! This year is flying by! It will be June before we know it! YAY!! The last few days have been SO beautiful and I am hoping that the weather decides to stick around for awhile. Jason and I are thinking about going on a trip to Yellowstone over Spring Break, but we will see.