Tuesday, January 31, 2012

UUUGGGHHH!

Don't get me wrong here....I am SO entirely thrilled to be pregnant...but I am SO entirely over this first trimester business....I want it to be over so bad, but I am still a month away from that glorious day!  I'm tired of being constantly worried, I'm tired of the nausea, I'm tired of being so tired all the time that I can't hardly even finish my day at work, my emotions are ALL over the place, my fuse is especially short these days, and I would really love to be "regular" again...

The nausea, I can handle, especially since Dr. H gave me some medicine to combat it.  The "irregularity" I can handle, but the exhaustion is really bothering me...like I said before I can barely make it through my shift at work...I have a hard, physically, mentally and emotionally draining job as it is, but being pregnant and trying to do it is another story.  When I get home from work, I HAVE to take a nap, if I don't I get sick, and it's really putting a damper on what I like to do after I get home.  I  like to be able to clean up my house, make dinner for me and my husband and get some exercise in.  However, these past few weeks I have been a total lump, I hate it but I can't muster enough energy to do anything, I can't even do some Yoga because my body is so tired I can't hold the poses, so I am SO looking forward to the second trimester, so that maybe I can actually get some shit done, and feel better! 

From Google Images
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity

Sunday, January 29, 2012

WELL HI!

Hello everyone!  I am glad to be back here!  I had mostly been posting on my other blog Pounds & Pregnancy Tests.  But...since I am now PREGNANT and no longer have to take pregnancy tests for now...I'm coming back to my original blog.  Feel free to navigate to Pounds & Pregnancy Tests to take a look at what has been going on since I last posted here in (eep) October.  

Thanks for Reading, Charity

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Life is Good!

Well...sorry I haven't written much on here lately.  I have been posting on my other blog Pounds & Pregnancy Tests a lot since what it talks about is what is mostly consuming my thoughts lately...Losting some weight and getting pregnant.  But, on the other side of things, Work is great, they are changing my schedule so that I work mornings instead of evenings so that will be nice.  Marriage is wonderful and stronger than ever.  I adore him!!  My faith is becomming stronger as I am learning to give up my issues (at least the big ones) to God.  In short, life is good right now. 

Thanks for Reading, Charity

Thursday, September 15, 2011

A New Blog!

Hello my loverlies!!  Just letting you all know, I have started another blog.  This one is "themed" and not so much just whatever comes into my random mind like this one...

Introducing Pounds & Pregnancy Tests

I hope you read, and enjoy!

Thanks for Reading, Charity

Friday, September 9, 2011

HAPPY!!!!!

Ok...so perhaps I'm going crazy...big whoop.  I just need to figure out life...figure out what is important to me and what isn't.   Like I said previously...I am unhappy with ME...not so much anybody/anything else.  I just need to learn to not take so much to heart and to stop over analyzing every single thing that comes my way, and just be ok with the way things are (as long as there's nothing I can do about it anyways) .  SO!  With that in mind...Happy thoughts...Happy thoughts. 


Thanks for Reading, Charity

Thursday, September 8, 2011

This Song Says It All

Thanks for Reading, Charity

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Bitchy Post Not Worth Reading...

...but I need to vent...

I don't even know where to start.  In short, I pretty much just don't want to be here anymore.  I'm tired of my life as it is.  I'm tired of the people in my life treating me like Im not worth the salt God used to make me.  I'm tired of not being appreciated for the things I do, when I go above and beyond to make the people I love feel appreciated for the things that they do.  I'm tired of struggling and having to fight for everything I have.   I'm tired of people who play the "holier than thou" card and give unsolicited advice.  Im tired of people complaining about the things that they practically beg for.  I'm tired of basically just being so unsatisfied with ME that all I seem to do is complain myself. 

Thanks for Reading, Charity

Thursday, August 25, 2011

To My Husband

For my husband...I love you.

Give Into me
Garrett Hedlund and Leighton Meester

Thanks for Reading, Charity

Thursday, August 18, 2011

LOOOONG!

Oy...It's been awhile eh?  Well...let's see here...what has been happening in Charity's world?

The wind is coming from the north tonight and the elk across the creek have started bugling and as slowly as summer came on it is fading.  The nights are getting longer, the days are getting shorter and the wind has a bite to it.  My favorite time of year is Fall...Small town football, Hunting Season, and being in some of the most gorgeous country on earth when the leaves change doesn't hurt either.  I am in LOVE with Montana...especially this time of year.

But...what I have been up to goes as follows:  In short it's been a nice eventful few weeks...but if you want the lengthy, more detailed account...keep reading :)

I guess I'll start at our trip to Yellowstone a couple of weeks ago.  I had a long weekend off of work so we decided to head down to the Park to celebrate our 4 YEAR anniversary!  First off, I can't believe it's already been four years.  My husband is amazing and I love him more than anything on Earth!  Anyways, we headed down on a Friday and had a good day cruising around.  We didn't see much wildlife which is unusual, however we usually go later in the season instead of right in the swing of it so since there was so many people, I'm guessing that's why we didnt see much.  We did see Bison of course, and elk and a bear..but that was pretty much it and all of them were not in the main part of the park, all the animals we saw were on the side roads, SO if you are planning a trip there, make the time to head off of the main loop.  We stayed the night in Cooke City which is the North East entrance, so that we could come home over the Beartooth Pass...Let me tell you, I am so glad that I got to see that...it is AMAZING!!  At almost 11,000 feet ASL,(for comparison's sake- Logan Pass in Glacier Park is about 6,600 feet ASL)  it's gorgeous and only open for like 3 months out of the year and closed from 8PM to 8AM on the days it's passable...breathtaking beauty lemme tell you.  Plus I got to feed chipmunks at one of the overlooks and that totally made the trip...when a fat little chipmunk comes up to you and holds your outstretched hand while it eats the offered sunflower seed it's pretty dang cool.  Anyways, it was a great trip and we had a wonderful time and as always I HIGHLY recommend Yellowstone Park and now the Beartooth Highway as must see summer destinations!

The following weekend was the county fair and rodeo.  I entered several items in the fair- Pepper Jam, Date Cookies, and some Photographs.  I WON Best of show for my Jam...YAY!  And I got Blue Ribbons on my Cookies and some of my Photographs, Red on the rest of the Photos.  We took in the rodeo and played around but nothing else too eventful. 

This last weekend, We had to take down some dead trees around my Grandparent's ranch, so I had fun using a chainsaw for the first time and Puttering around on the tractor and spending time with my family.  I said "See you soon" to a friend who was going back to Nevada for the school year (she's a teacher) and had a couple drinks with another pal who I haven't seen in a while  Then....Sunday I got sick...and today, I am finally on the mend.  Whoof, I wouldn't wish that sickness on anyone. 

ANNNYWAYS...It's been great, and I am very happy right now.  I am so thankful for everything I have in my life, I am very blessed.


Thanks for Reading, Charity

Monday, July 18, 2011

What Love Really Means

I heard this song on the radio and fell in love with it...It is exactly what a lot of people need to hear.
What Love Really Means
JJ Heller

Thanks for Reading, Charity