Hey kids! Hope you are all doing well! Things here are okay. I didn't realize how taxing being pregnant can be. I just feel so tired and gross. I feel like I'm on the verge of the flu all the time...almost like I'm hungover constantly. Ugh! On top of that I just feel down. I'm not really sure why. I am so happy to be pregnant, but I feel like I am in Limbo. The newness has worn off, and I still have yet to feel my baby move, and like I said, I just feel icky. I am hoping that this passes soon and that I will feel much better shortly. I secretly (kinda) wish it was September and I could meet my precious baby. It is kind of crazy how fast it has gone though, I mean, I am already 4 months along....crazy! I'm ready for summer and the warm days and nights, sleeping with the windows open, going camping and fishing, and sitting around the campfire. SO READY! I have a busy few months ahead so I know they will go by fast...YAY! Hope everyone has a great weekend!
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Hurt Feelings
So....apparently I work with a few back biting bitches....but I'm getting ahead of myself here.....let me start at the beginning.
This morning I had a list of things that my boss wants me to do while I am on light duty. I look it over and think "okay,cool, no biggie I can handle this" Fast forward to after breakfast time. My boss asks me into her office. She asks me if the list was okay, if I thought that the tasks she mentions are things I can handle. I tell her yes and that I can even do this, this and this too if she wants. Great....mission accomplished. THEN she brings up that the reason that she is making a "list" for me is so that if people have complaints about me not doing enough it falls back on her instead of me. I was a little taken aback, and asked her if she has had complaints about me not doing enough since I'm on light duty. She implies that yes...she has had complaints from my fellow Nurses Aides, not necessarily that I'm not doing enough, but that I'm on light duty at all. I immediately get defensive, and list all the things that I do to help my co-workers because I know that it's frustrating that I get all the easy patients and they have all patients that require full assistance. I am thinking in the back of my mind "do these people not understand what 'light duty' is? Do they not understand that I CANNOT lift over 25 lbs, and just how much there is to do there that requires that I lift over 25 lbs?" I mean, after I take care of my patients, I go behind them and wash beds and make beds and pick up laundry and make sure that the tub is cleaned out after they give baths and that their patients have towels and washcloths and anything else they might need that I can do that saves them time....and this is what they say? That I'm not pulling my weight with what I can? My heart was broken that anybody would even say anything about this. This is MY BABY...this is MY LIFE at stake...I could die from this,my baby could die from this if I do something to cause my placenta to tear and hemorrhage....and they are bitching because they have to take care of 2 extra patients? While I totally understand their frustration...this makes me a little sad...I'm not faking this, I'm not being lazy, this is serious and I just wish they would understand. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say, maybe I should print off a list of complications that can happen, maybe I need to talk to everyone, maybe I just need to keep my head down, do my work and just let it roll of my shoulders and be comfortable in knowing that I am doing what I can and what I should to keep my baby safe, to keep myself safe and to still do a good job at work..and everyone else can just go fuck themselves. I'm a little lost here...and my feelings are very hurt. I don't know.
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
This morning I had a list of things that my boss wants me to do while I am on light duty. I look it over and think "okay,cool, no biggie I can handle this" Fast forward to after breakfast time. My boss asks me into her office. She asks me if the list was okay, if I thought that the tasks she mentions are things I can handle. I tell her yes and that I can even do this, this and this too if she wants. Great....mission accomplished. THEN she brings up that the reason that she is making a "list" for me is so that if people have complaints about me not doing enough it falls back on her instead of me. I was a little taken aback, and asked her if she has had complaints about me not doing enough since I'm on light duty. She implies that yes...she has had complaints from my fellow Nurses Aides, not necessarily that I'm not doing enough, but that I'm on light duty at all. I immediately get defensive, and list all the things that I do to help my co-workers because I know that it's frustrating that I get all the easy patients and they have all patients that require full assistance. I am thinking in the back of my mind "do these people not understand what 'light duty' is? Do they not understand that I CANNOT lift over 25 lbs, and just how much there is to do there that requires that I lift over 25 lbs?" I mean, after I take care of my patients, I go behind them and wash beds and make beds and pick up laundry and make sure that the tub is cleaned out after they give baths and that their patients have towels and washcloths and anything else they might need that I can do that saves them time....and this is what they say? That I'm not pulling my weight with what I can? My heart was broken that anybody would even say anything about this. This is MY BABY...this is MY LIFE at stake...I could die from this,my baby could die from this if I do something to cause my placenta to tear and hemorrhage....and they are bitching because they have to take care of 2 extra patients? While I totally understand their frustration...this makes me a little sad...I'm not faking this, I'm not being lazy, this is serious and I just wish they would understand. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say, maybe I should print off a list of complications that can happen, maybe I need to talk to everyone, maybe I just need to keep my head down, do my work and just let it roll of my shoulders and be comfortable in knowing that I am doing what I can and what I should to keep my baby safe, to keep myself safe and to still do a good job at work..and everyone else can just go fuck themselves. I'm a little lost here...and my feelings are very hurt. I don't know.
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Doctor Visit
Well...I went to the doctor today. Same ol same ol...come in, pee in a cup, wait, get blood pressure taken and weighed, listen to baby's heartbeat...the end. My doctor and I discussed the Placenta Previa that I mentioned in my last post. He said that there is a 95% chance that it won't be an issue. They are going to send me for another ultrasound at 16 weeks to check, and then again at my 20 week ultrasound. He doesn't seem at all concerned which was a big weight off of my shoulders. We aren't allowed to have sex (boo) until this is resolved, and may not be able to until this baby comes (even booier)if it does not resolve. I have to be put on light duty for work (no lifting over 25 lbs), which doesn't really break my heart, but I know that it will be hard on my co-workers, which sucks, but what can ya do? All in all...good visit. Hope everyone had a great day!
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
Monday, March 5, 2012
Second Ultrasound
Baby is doing great! Wiggling around like a mad man. Heartbeat is 166 amazing beats per minute, arms and legs are swishing around like crazy. It was so amazing to see my little bean and know that he/she is doing well.
However...I have Placenta Previa - as of now anyways. Basically what it means is that the placenta is low in the uterus and covers the cervix. This can cause bleeding as well as premature birth in the third trimester, and I will more than likely need to have a C-Section. (Which I am FINE with, I get a gorgeous baby no matter how I deliver) BUT! There is a chance that as the uterus expands that the placenta will "move" away from the cervix and all will be well (which is why I said "as of now"). For more information on Placenta Previa...click here.
Other than that....everything is going well. I'm still pretty tired, but that is getting better. I am not able to handle small irritants as well anymore...but oh well, I am learning to just keep myself away from situations where I will more than likely say something that I shouldn't haha.
I hope this finds you all doing well! Take care!
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
However...I have Placenta Previa - as of now anyways. Basically what it means is that the placenta is low in the uterus and covers the cervix. This can cause bleeding as well as premature birth in the third trimester, and I will more than likely need to have a C-Section. (Which I am FINE with, I get a gorgeous baby no matter how I deliver) BUT! There is a chance that as the uterus expands that the placenta will "move" away from the cervix and all will be well (which is why I said "as of now"). For more information on Placenta Previa...click here.Other than that....everything is going well. I'm still pretty tired, but that is getting better. I am not able to handle small irritants as well anymore...but oh well, I am learning to just keep myself away from situations where I will more than likely say something that I shouldn't haha.
I hope this finds you all doing well! Take care!
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
Thursday, March 1, 2012
First Trimester Survey....It's long...just to forewarn you!
About You
Age: 26
Occupation: CNA
Favorite Food: Carbs (unfortunately) or a good salad
How far along are you: 12 weeks
Is this your first pregnancy: Yes
How many children do you want to have: Two or Three
Do you like being pregnant: I am thrilled to be pregnant…but it kinda depends on the day weather or not I “like” it
Have you had any morning sickness: mostly in the evenings.
Any mood swings: Oh Lawdy! My poor hubby!
Do you feel you have a stronger sense of smell: Yes! And working where I do…it’s not a good trait
Have you had any swelling in your hands or feet: My feet are a tad swollen at the end of the day
Have you had any aches or pains yet: pains in my legs when I have been up on them all day.
What is the one thing you miss about not being pregnant: ENERGY!
What one thing makes up for it: Being Pregnant!
Will you take maternity leave: YES!
Favorite Maternity Outfit: None yet
Favorite Pastime While Pregnant: Sleeping!
Have you bought anything for baby yet: Yes!
Are you excited: THRILLED!
What are you most excited for: To be able to hold my baby!
About Dad:
Name: Jason
Age: 27
Occupation: Attorney
Relationship with you: Husband
How long have you known dad: Almost 9 years!
How many children does he want to have: Two or Three
Has he bought anything for baby yet: Not by himself
Will he take any time off work to help you: Not sure
Is he excited: VERY!
What do you think he is most excited for: To hold his baby!
Your Pregnancy So Far...
When did you find out you were pregnant: January
Who was with you: Jason
Were you trying to get pregnant? If so, for how long: Yes…a little over a year
Do you have a guess when and where your baby was conceived: Yup
How far along were you when you found out: ummmm…4 weeks –ish.
What kind of pregnancy test did you take: Pee in a cup…dip the stick in, Pee in a cup, get the little dropper and drip in onto the stick…and a blood test
How many tests did you take: All together…5
What was your first reaction: Disbelief
What was the dads first reaction: Disbelief
Who did you first tell the good news to: My best friend!
What were your parents reactions: Super happy….my mom almost got into a car accident..oops!
How far along were you at your first doctor appointment: 4-5 weeks
Have you heard the baby's heartbeat: Yes
Have you had any ultrasounds: Yes, I have my second one on Monday!
Will you have any 3D/4D ultrasounds: Not sure
Have you had any complications with this pregnancy: Some bleeding/spotting and cramping…but everything was ok
Are you high risk: No
Girl or Boy: Don’t know yet!
Have you picked out any names yet? If so, what are they: Yes, and not telling! I don’t want other people’s opinions sway my choices on how much I like a name…
Any food cravings yet: ugh…yes
What has been the strangest craving you've had: Nothing really strange yet
What is something you eat almost every day: Milk
Do you have any pregnant friends: Yeah, there’s lots of us preggers right now!
Have you felt any movement yet: Not yet
Do you or dad ever talk to baby: Yes
When did you really first start to show: Not showing yet…prolly won’t for awhile
Have any stretch marks: Already had em baby!
How well have you been sleeping? Any strange dreams: Not so well…YES!! SO WEIRD!
Have you had any braxton-hicks contractions yet: Nope
Has dad made any midnight runs for you yet? If so, what for: Not MIDNIGHT runs…but last night we went to the store for Little Debbie Oatmeal Cream Pies….and a pepsi.
Any baby shower plans: Not yet…hoping to though!
Have you registered any where: Not yet
What was the first thing bought for baby: A couple outfits and some shoesies.
Are you going to take any birthing classes: Yes
Are you reading any pregnancy, baby, childcare books: Yes…4 of the dang things!
Has anyone said anything unusual to you since you've been pregnant: Not really…
What is the best part about being pregnant: BEING PREGNANT!
What is the worst part: Being so dang tired all the time!
What are you most nervous about: Delivery
When is your next doctor appointment: Next Wednesday
Birth Plans...
At home or at a hospital: Hospital
Vaginal or C-Section: Vaginal…hopefully
Natural or Medicated: Gonna try it Natural, but I’m not going in with any set plans!
Will you be induced: Only if it’s necessary
Who will be in the delivery room with you: Jason
Are you going to have a "doula”: I don’t know…probably not
What couple of things will you be sure to have with you: Toothbrush, and Hairbrush!
What do you think will annoy you during delivery: Waiting!
Are you going to take pictures or videotape: Maybe Pictures
Will dad cut the cord: Yep!
What is your opinion on circumcision: FOR IT!! Too hard to keep clean other wise…and boys are messy.
Will any relatives come in from out of town: Not sure.
Are you scared: A little
When the baby is here:
What is baby's coming home outfit: Who knows
Will you come home as soon as you can: Who knows!
What is the best thing about being in the hospital: Never been in the hospital…so I dunno!
What is the worst thing about being in the hospital: See above
What is the best thing about coming home: Being at home!
What is the nursery's theme: Western
What is your favorite thing in the nursery: Don’t have a lot of stuff yet
Will you breastfeed or formula feed: Breastfeed if I can
Will you co-sleep:No
Will you cloth diaper: No
What can't you wait for most: Snuggling my little bundle!
In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity
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