Catching Up

Hello Lovers!  I hope you are all doing well.  It's been a long time since I have posted anything.  Lots has been going on here.  

For starters...we found out that we are having a baby boy!   Precious little Hogan David will be blessing us with his presence in September and we are completely thrilled!  I love feeling him move around inside of me...all the rolls and kicks and jabs...it's amazing.  I love this boy so very much already.

Work is excruciatingly painful...my job makes me extremely miserable and I am counting the days until I can quit.  I have decided to stick it out until Hogan is born and find something else while on maternity leave.  So if you hear of anything amazing in my area, friends, let me know!  I would love to be a stay at home mom, but unfortunately that just isn't in the cards for now.  As I have said before, my job is physically, emotionally, and mentally taxing...I just can't do it anymore. And finally...my job is affecting my health, and my doctor is quite concerned...but I can't quit, so he is trying to work with me...he keeps telling me that it will get better, because it can't get any worse...(haha) His first advice to me was to "Just tell em' to fuck off".  I still may take that advice...I could go on and on, but I will spare you, I have complained enough already. 

The truth is even though I am completely miserable with "life"...I am so unbelievably happy with my husband and the life I have growing inside of me...that it almost completely wipes out the misery...at least for awhile.  Sure I have bad days...awful days.  But the second I get home from work, put my feet up and feel those amazing movements...it all goes away in that moment and I am happy.  He and Jay make my life worth living...they make it worth getting up and out of bed every day. (which is getting more and more difficult every day...since I am tired and the increasing swell over my midsection is hard to maneuver, haha) I am so in love with the both of them...and if they are all I have left at the end of every day...I will die an amazingly happy woman. 

In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity