Be My Valentine!

Howdy Pardners!  I hope that you all had a wonderful Valentine's Day!  Ours was pretty un-eventful, I just worked, cleaned house, and cooked a special dinner for Jay (Shrimp Alfredo), we exchanged small gifts and then just snuggled on the couch and watched a silly movie.  I love Valentine's day.  I know a lot of people call it a Hallmark Holiday, and that it very well might be....but I love it...and while Jay and I celebrate our love every day...er...most days anyway...it was nice to just have an evening that we just were wrapped up in each other...rather than just another night sitting in front of the tube with him on the computer and me snuggling the cats and trying not to fall asleep on the couch haha. 


What did you do for Valentine's Day?


In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity

Oh To Be Alone!

I am NEVER alone...well...not NEVER, but for only about 20 minutes a day and that's only because I am either on my way to or from work.  So...my alone time is EXTREMELY rare. My husband is home all the time, which I know can be frustrating for him too...but it is really starting to drive me crazy that I never have any time for myself.  Jay always says "just tell me to go to the bedroom...I don't mind" but that's not leaving me alone!  I WANT TO BE ALONE!!!  FOR JUST ONE DAY!!  The 3o minute trip you take to the grocery store doesn't count as giving me alone time! I realize that my time is running short on ever being able to be alone ever again...and I would really like to take advantage of a few days between now and then to just be by myself.  I love my husband very much, and I love spending time with him....but a girl just has to have some "ME" time every now and then!  It makes me kind of sad that I can't remember when the last time I had "me" time was.  I think I would get a lot more accomplished if I was left alone more often haha.  I think back to before Jay and I were married...my apartment was always clean, I was usually relaxed, and I could take a nice hot bubble bath without someone having to come in and take a crap.  Now.....yeesh, I don't even want to think about it.  So...please God...give Jason a job soon so that he will be at work for at least a few hours a day while I am home so I can enjoy some peace and quiet! 

In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity

UUUGGGHHH!

Don't get me wrong here....I am SO entirely thrilled to be pregnant...but I am SO entirely over this first trimester business....I want it to be over so bad, but I am still a month away from that glorious day!  I'm tired of being constantly worried, I'm tired of the nausea, I'm tired of being so tired all the time that I can't hardly even finish my day at work, my emotions are ALL over the place, my fuse is especially short these days, and I would really love to be "regular" again...

The nausea, I can handle, especially since Dr. H gave me some medicine to combat it.  The "irregularity" I can handle, but the exhaustion is really bothering me...like I said before I can barely make it through my shift at work...I have a hard, physically, mentally and emotionally draining job as it is, but being pregnant and trying to do it is another story.  When I get home from work, I HAVE to take a nap, if I don't I get sick, and it's really putting a damper on what I like to do after I get home.  I  like to be able to clean up my house, make dinner for me and my husband and get some exercise in.  However, these past few weeks I have been a total lump, I hate it but I can't muster enough energy to do anything, I can't even do some Yoga because my body is so tired I can't hold the poses, so I am SO looking forward to the second trimester, so that maybe I can actually get some shit done, and feel better! 

From Google Images

In Strength, Love & Faith, Thanks for Reading, Charity

WELL HI!

Hello everyone!  I am glad to be back here!  I had mostly been posting on my other blog Pounds & Pregnancy Tests.  But...since I am now PREGNANT and no longer have to take pregnancy tests for now...I'm coming back to my original blog.  Feel free to navigate to Pounds & Pregnancy Tests to take a look at what has been going on since I last posted here in (eep) October.  

Thanks for Reading, Charity

Life is Good!

Well...sorry I haven't written much on here lately.  I have been posting on my other blog Pounds & Pregnancy Tests a lot since what it talks about is what is mostly consuming my thoughts lately...Losting some weight and getting pregnant.  But, on the other side of things, Work is great, they are changing my schedule so that I work mornings instead of evenings so that will be nice.  Marriage is wonderful and stronger than ever.  I adore him!!  My faith is becomming stronger as I am learning to give up my issues (at least the big ones) to God.  In short, life is good right now. 

Thanks for Reading, Charity

A New Blog!

Hello my loverlies!!  Just letting you all know, I have started another blog.  This one is "themed" and not so much just whatever comes into my random mind like this one...

Introducing Pounds & Pregnancy Tests! 

I hope you read, and enjoy!

Thanks for Reading, Charity

HAPPY!!!!!

Ok...so perhaps I'm going crazy...big whoop.  I just need to figure out life...figure out what is important to me and what isn't.   Like I said previously...I am unhappy with ME...not so much anybody/anything else.  I just need to learn to not take so much to heart and to stop over analyzing every single thing that comes my way, and just be ok with the way things are (as long as there's nothing I can do about it anyways) .  SO!  With that in mind...Happy thoughts...Happy thoughts. 


Thanks for Reading, Charity

This Song Says It All

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Bitchy Post Not Worth Reading...

...but I need to vent...

I don't even know where to start.  In short, I pretty much just don't want to be here anymore.  I'm tired of my life as it is.  I'm tired of the people in my life treating me like Im not worth the salt God used to make me.  I'm tired of not being appreciated for the things I do, when I go above and beyond to make the people I love feel appreciated for the things that they do.  I'm tired of struggling and having to fight for everything I have.   I'm tired of people who play the "holier than thou" card and give unsolicited advice.  Im tired of people complaining about the things that they practically beg for.  I'm tired of basically just being so unsatisfied with ME that all I seem to do is complain myself. 

Thanks for Reading, Charity

To My Husband

For my husband...I love you.

Give Into me

Garrett Hedlund and Leighton Meester

Thanks for Reading, Charity